Deserve to LOVE

You deserve Love 😍

We are just humans and as humans, we tend to dream and fantasize about that perfectly created human that is going to be our forever person. We are dreaming about the way we will meet them and how everything will have a fairytale stories.

In the search of that special person, we end up meeting and kissing different frogs that dress up like prince charming. In this generation, those frogs appear on dating sites, through DM’s on Instagram, through PM’s on Messenger, some of them on little coffee shops and others in work. There are plenty guys out there and we think that one of them could be the one God has chosen for us.

When things fail, and don’t work the way we planned, we end up home alone, feeling miserable with our sleeping pajamas, we eat a lot while listening to music and watching tv that makes us more sad, and we ask God every night why did He let those things happen.

I’ve gone through that uncountable times, heartbreak after heartbreak I turn to God, complaining with Him and getting mad, but later I realize that He was protecting me from something bigger.

I constantly wonder and pray to Him about my soecial person. I wonder what he looks like or if I already know him and are we friends right now, but then reality hits me and I realize that I’m single, not miserable or lonely, just single.

Life is not like the movies, that you accidentally meet someone on the street, you meet on dating sites, or in any social media and you fall in love after exchanging some words. Love doesn’t start after he buys you coffee and leaves his phone number to you. Love is not all about sex either.

Sometimes I feel so tired and hopeless. But I decided not to look for and just enjoy every friendship I have. Enjoy every minute being single mom, focusing on what is good for the three of us.

When people keep on asking why not get married again.. why not look for your forever (Gosh! Guys it is not that easy). You are not getting any younger (i know). People also said maybe you still love your ex hubby (my love for him will never change that is the love i have for him because that is for him. Who am i not to dream to have a complete family). I made a decision to let God move, just let me feel how to be loved and to love again.

I know waiting is difficult, especially with all the romantic stuff we see on social media, TV shows and movies. We hear stories about how our friends have found the one in random situations and we ask God, why we can’t find that person?

But all we have to do is be patient, walk our own journey in order to reach our goals and maybe there, when we least expect it, God will move everything to make us find the one our soul had been looking for. It’s all about His time.

God’s timing is perfect, he let me be for Himself for a long time and made our relationship deeper and stronger. I know he wanted me to be happy. Unexplainable things are happening even google and science could not explain. You never expected once you are just the best friends in town, bullied to each other, and now being both happy everyday …. the friendship that level up …. no spoiling just being happy … we just fall in love again. It’s magic!

Mam Aj 😍

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Happiness define in many ways…

Happiness has a lot of definition…
It can be expensive have to work for it to pay your travel to go around places…
It can be bought … buy things you like; dress, jewelries, best foods in town, gadgets, and everything that you can buy
It can be rewarding … once you receive unexpected prize, awards and the like
It can be whom you with …. if you like the person to enjoy with sometimes it is not about blood relation
It can be unconditional, unexplainable and priceless … happiness when you saw your baby for the first time after gaving birth, seeing them grow… some bonuses when they have awards in school…
It can be a choice … avoid stress, let people hated you (that is life you cannot please everybody)…
It can be through faith .. live with God 😍

Thank you MONDAY 😍😘

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Me- rror

Life is like a mirror, we get the best results when we smile at it.” Life is like a mirror reflecting your feelings, your actions and your thoughts. The idea is that everything you experience in life is a reflection of yourself. #mirrorshot #life #reflection #growing #experience

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TOUGH by Mam Aj

Sorry i am TOUGH …
I am tough because i want you to learn …
but i love you …
I am tough because i do not want you to see me weak …
I am tough because i want you to be strong despite of all humiliations and discrimination you will experience along your way …
I am tough because i want you to be brave to take all the challenges despite of your impairments and shortcomings
I am Tough does not mean i hate you as you are…
I am tough because i want you to be molded as toughest as i can be ….

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Think Over

We  always ask why?
 Think over
● At 20 years “foreign country” and “hometown” is the same. (No matter where you are, you can always adapt) 
● At 30 years, “night time” and “daytime” is the same. (A few days of no sleep, does not matter) 
● At 40 years, “highly educated” and  “lowly educated” is the same. (Lowly educated persons, may even earn more money) 
● At 50 years, “beauty” and “ugly” is the same. (No matter how pretty you are, at this age, wrinkles, dark spots, etc. start to appear.) 
● At 60 years, “high official” and “low official” are the same. (After retirement, their status are the same)
● At 70 years, “big house” and “small house” is the same. (Joints degeneration,  cannot walk, only require a little space .)
● At 80 years, “have money” and “no money” is the same. (Even when you spend money, you won’t be able to spend much) 
● At 90 years old, being “man” and “woman” is the same. 
● At 100 years, “Sleeping” and “waking up” is the same. (After you wake up, you still don’t know what to do) 
Take life easy, there are no mysteries to be solved. 

In the long run, we’ll all be the same.

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I believe that if i jump from the start i am able to reach the goal and dream i am longing for but because of fears, doubts, inferiorities, insecurities i hold back …

But now i realized and learned that showing braveness eventhough you are not will not make any difference if you are really a brave one or not.

Just Combine the trust to yourself and to God you will be brave ….

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Do I have to forgive?

The bible answer :

Forgiveness is the act of pardoning an offender. In the Bible, the Greek word translated “forgiveness” literally means “to let go,” as when a person does not demand payment for a debt. Jesus used this comparison when he taught his followers to pray: “Forgive us our sins, for we ourselves also forgive everyone who is in debt to us.” (Luke 11:4) Likewise, in his parable of the unmerciful slave, Jesus equated forgiveness with canceling a debt.Matthew 18:23-35.

We forgive others when we let go of resentment and give up any claim to be compensated for the hurt or loss we have suffered. The Bible teaches that unselfish love is the basis for true forgiveness, since love “does not keep account of the injury.”—1 Corinthians 13:4, 5.

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